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to Cristel's better sense. "Is this the hypocrite, who is deceiving me for his own wicked ends?" I asked. "Does he look like the jealous monster who is plotting my destruction, and who will succeed if I am fool enough to accept his invitation?" Poor dear, she was as obstinate as ever! "Think over what I have said to you--think, for your own sake," was her only reply. "And a little for _your_ sake?" I ventured to add. She ran away from me, taking the path which would lead her home again. The deaf man and I were left together. He looked after her until she was out of sight. Then he produced his book of blank leaves. But, instead of handing it to me as usual, he began to write in it himself. "I have something to say to you," he explained. It was only possible, while the book was in his possession, to remind him that I could hear, and that he could speak, by using the language of signs. I touched my lips, and pointed to him; I touched my ear, and pointed to myself. "Yes," he said, understanding me with his customary quickness; "but I want you to remember as well as to hear. When I have filled this leaf, I shall beg you to keep it about you, and to refer to it from time to time." He wrote on steadily, until he had filled both sides of the slip of paper. "Quite a little letter," he said. "Pray read it." This is what I read: "You must have seen for yourself that I was incapable of insulting you and Miss Cristel by an outbreak of jealousy, when I found you together just now. Only remember that we all have our weaknesses, and that it is my hard lot to be in a state of contest with the inherited evil which is the calamity of my life. With your encouragement, I may resist temptation in the future, and keep the better part of me in authority over my thoughts and actions. But, be on your guard, and advise Miss Cristel to be on her guard, against false appearances. As we all know, they lie like truth. Consider me. Pity me. I ask no more." Straightforward and manly and modest--I appeal to any unprejudiced mind whether I should not have committed a mean action, if I had placed an evil construction on this? "Am I understood?" he asked. I signed to him to give me his book, and relieved him of anxiety in these words: "If I had failed to understand you, I should have felt ashamed of myself. May I show what you have written to Cristel?" He smiled, more sweetly and pleasantly than I had seen him smile ye
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