FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231  
232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   >>   >|  
brought it last night; and I would not speak of it, for fear of disturbing our last merry meeting." My lady glanced at the letter, and put it down with a smile that was somewhat contemptuous. "I have no need to read the letter," says she--(indeed, 'twas as well she did not; for the Chelsey missive, in the poor Dowager's usual French jargon, permitted him a longer holiday than he said. "Je vous donne," quoth her ladyship, "oui jour, pour vous fatigay parfaictement de vos parens fatigans")--"I have no need to read the letter," says she. "What was it Frank told you last night?" "He told me little I did not know," Mr. Esmond answered. "But I have thought of that little, and here's the result: I have no right to the name I bear, dear lady; and it is only by your sufferance that I am allowed to keep it. If I thought for an hour of what has perhaps crossed your mind too--" "Yes, I did, Harry," said she; "I thought of it; and think of it. I would sooner call you my son than the greatest prince in Europe--yes, than the greatest prince. For who is there so good and so brave, and who would love her as you would? But there are reasons a mother can't tell." "I know them," said Mr. Esmond, interrupting her with a smile. "I know there's Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley, and Mr. Anthony Henley of the Grange, and my Lord Marquis of Blandford, that seems to be the favored suitor. You shall ask me to wear my Lady Marchioness's favors and to dance at her ladyship's wedding." "Oh! Harry, Harry, it is none of these follies that frighten me," cried out Lady Castlewood. "Lord Churchill is but a child, his outbreak about Beatrix was a mere boyish folly. His parents would rather see him buried than married to one below him in rank. And do you think that I would stoop to sue for a husband for Francis Esmond's daughter; or submit to have my girl smuggled into that proud family to cause a quarrel between son and parents, and to be treated only as an inferior? I would disdain such a meanness. Beatrix would scorn it. Ah! Henry, 'tis not with you the fault lies, 'tis with her. I know you both, and love you: need I be ashamed of that love now? No, never, never, and 'tis not you, dear Harry, that is unworthy. 'Tis for my poor Beatrix I tremble--whose headstrong will frightens me; whose jealous temper (they say I was jealous too, but, pray God, I am cured of that sin) and whose vanity no words or prayers of mine can cure--only suffering, on
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231  
232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Beatrix

 

thought

 

Esmond

 

letter

 

prince

 

greatest

 
parents
 
ladyship
 

jealous

 

Crawley


buried

 

married

 

follies

 

frighten

 

Marchioness

 

favors

 

wedding

 

Castlewood

 

boyish

 
outbreak

Churchill

 

quarrel

 

headstrong

 

frightens

 

temper

 

tremble

 

ashamed

 

unworthy

 
suffering
 

prayers


vanity

 

smuggled

 

family

 

submit

 

husband

 
Francis
 

daughter

 

meanness

 

treated

 

inferior


disdain

 
Europe
 

permitted

 

longer

 

holiday

 

fatigay

 
answered
 

fatigans

 

parens

 
parfaictement