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He read again, with a beating heart, with a wild hope, that veiled and subtle expression of regret. Was it not that she was prepared to sacrifice forever those dreams of a secure and happy and loving life, that come naturally to a young girl, lest they should interfere with what she regarded as the higher duty, the more imperative devotion? In that case, it was for a firmer nature than her own to take this matter in hand. She was but a child; knowing nothing of the sorrows of the world, of the necessity of protection, of the chances the years might bring. Scarcely conscious of what he did--so eagerly was his mind engaged--he opened a drawer and locked the letter in. Then he went hastily into the other room. "Evelyn," said he, "will you take my place, like a good fellow? I shall be back as soon as I can. Waters will get you everything you want." "But about Wolverhampton, Mr. Brand?" shouted Humphreys after him. There was no answer; he was half-way down the stairs. When the hansom arrived in Curzon Street a hurried glance showed him that the dining-room was lit up. She was at home, then: that was enough. For the rest, he was not going to trouble himself with formalities when so beautiful a prize might still be within his reach. He knocked at the door; the little Anneli appeared. "Anneli," said he, "I want to see Miss Lind for a moment--say I shall not detain her, if there is any one with her--" "They are in the dining-room, sir; Madame Potecki, and a strange gentleman--" "Ask your mistress to let me see her for one moment; don't you understand?" "They are just finishing dinner, sir: if you will step up to the drawing-room they will be there in a minute or two." But at last he got the little German maid to understand that he wished to see Miss Lind alone for the briefest possible time; and that she was to carry this message in an undertone to her mistress. By himself he made his way up-stairs to the drawing-room; the lamps were lit. He lifted books, photographs, and what not, with trembling fingers, and put them down again without knowing it. He was thinking, not looking. And he was trying to force himself into a masterful mood. She was only a child, he kept repeating to himself--only a child, who wanted guidance, instruction, a protecting hand. It was not her fancies, however generous and noble, that should shape the destinies of two lives. A beautiful child, ignorant of the world and its evil: full
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