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; I must not listen to you." "Must not? Then you do avoid me?" "Yes," almost inaudibly. "Why?" stepping before her and cutting off her retreat. "I won't tell you. Yes, I will, too. Oh, how blind you are! How can you love me when--when there is some one better, better a thousand times, and braver, too. Some one whose life needs your love, because it has been so loveless always. I won't love you. I won't listen to you. If you want me to be your friend, make the life that is giving its best to others, as happy as it deserves to be. And--don't ever talk--like this--to me again." Before he could open his lips, or put out a hand to detain her, she had rushed from the room. Clarence Vaughan gazed after the flying form in speechless grief and amazement. Then flinging himself into a chair, he bowed his head upon his hands in sorrowful meditation. Sitting thus he did not perceive the approach of some one, who laid a hand lightly upon his bowed head, murmuring: "Blind! blind! blind!" Starting up, he saw the face of Mrs. Ralston bending toward him and wearing an expression of mingled compassion and amusement. "Forgive me," she said, her countenance resuming its usual gravity. "I was in the library, and heard all. I listened willfully, too, for I have been observing you and Claire, and I want to help you." Clarence dropped disconsolately back in his chair. "If you have heard all," he said, "you know that it is useless to try to help me." Mrs. Ralston laughed outright. "If you were not blind you would not need my help," she said. "As it is, you do." "Mrs. Ralston, what do you mean?" "I mean that your battle is half won. If you will explain to me one half her words, I will explain to you the other half." "You are laughing at me," he said, wearily. "What can you explain?" "That ridiculous girl commanded you to bestow your love upon some more worthy object; some one who was living for others; or some such words. Whom did she mean, may I ask?" He started up as if inspired by a new thought. "I see!" he exclaimed; "She must have meant--a very dear friend of hers." He could not say the name that was in his thought. It would sound like egotism. "That is sufficient," said the lady. "Now, I am going to betray Claire, as she has betrayed this other one. You foolish fellow, can't you see that the child loves you and is striving to do a Quixotic thing by giving you up to her friend? Think over her words and m
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