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people are talking about you!" was her reply. "You are quite the lion of the evening. It must be very gratifying to you." "Do you know," replied Paul, "that I am not so unsophisticated as not to know the value of these things?" She looked at him inquiringly. "I can see how much a moment's popularity is worth," he said, almost bitterly. "A lifetime of good work is passed by unnoticed, but if one happens to make a speech that causes a certain amount of discussion, no matter how silly it may be, one gets noticed until someone else appears. And my speech was a very poor one! I feel ashamed every time I am complimented on it!" There was something in the way he spoke that annoyed her, why she could not tell. "Then I will not add to your shame," she said. "No," he replied eagerly. "But I do want you to think well of it even although I know it was a failure. I have been wondering lately if I should meet you, and I was afraid once or twice lest I had seen you." "I do not quite understand." "I am comparatively new to this sort of function," said Paul. "And, to tell you the truth, I have been very weary of it all." "How disappointed your hostess would be if she knew!" "No," said Paul, "I don't deserve that. But I suppose it's because I have not been brought up in this world. I am a plain, humble fellow, and have had to work my way through the grimy and sordid things of life. Still, there's something real in it, something healthy, too, compared with this--at least, some of it. The other night I was at a banquet, and I was afraid I saw you. You see, I have all sorts of old-fashioned ideas. I'm a Puritan of a sort, and am what these people would call bourgeois." "What in the world do you mean?" "I saw a girl who looked like you smoking a cigarette. She had the same coloured hair, and bore such a strong resemblance to you that my heart became as heavy as lead. A little later I saw the same girl, or someone very much like her, drinking a liqueur. Of course, it seemed quite the order of the day, and I ought not to be shocked, but had it been you I should have been very sad." "Why, what is there so terrible in a cigarette or a liqueur?" asked Mary Bolitho. "I don't know, I'm sure," he replied. "You'd have taken no notice if a man smoked a cigarette or drank a liqueur. Is a woman different from a man?" "She ought to be," said Paul. "At least, so it seems to me; but then, as I tell you
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