as an awful and inscrutable
being, the maker of all things; that we were His children, and that we by
our sins, had justly offended Him; that we were in very great peril from
His anger, not so much in this life, as in another and far stranger state
of being yet to come; that we had a Saviour withal to whom it was
necessary to look for help: upon this point, however, I was yet very much
in the dark, as, indeed, were most of those with whom I was connected.
The power and terrors of God were uppermost in my thoughts; they
fascinated though they astounded me. Twice every Sunday I was regularly
taken to the church, where from a corner of the large, spacious pew,
lined with black leather, I would fix my eyes on the dignified
high-church rector, and the dignified high-church clerk, and watch the
movement of their lips, from which, as they read their respective
portions of the venerable liturgy, would roll many a portentous word
descriptive of the wondrous works of the Most High.
_Rector_. "Thou didst divide the sea, through Thy power: Thou brakest
the heads of the dragons in the waters."
_Philoh_. "Thou smotest the heads of Leviathan in pieces: and gavest him
to be meat for the people in the wilderness."
_Rector_. "Thou broughtest out fountains and waters out of the hard
rocks: Thou driedst up mighty waters."
_Philoh_. "The day is Thine, and the night is Thine: Thou hast prepared
the light and the sun."
Peace to your memories dignified rector and yet more dignified clerk! by
this time ye are probably gone to your long homes, and your voices are no
longer heard sounding down the aisles of the venerable church; nay,
doubtless, this has already long since been the fate of him of the
sonorous "Amen!"--the one of the two who, with all due respect to the
rector, principally engrossed my boyish admiration--he, at least, is
scarcely now among the living! Living! why, I have heard say that he
blew a fife--for he was a musical as well as a Christian professor--a
bold fife, to cheer the Guards and the brave Marines as they marched with
measured step, obeying an insane command, up Bunker's height, whilst the
rifles of the sturdy Yankees were sending the leaden hail sharp and thick
amidst the red-coated ranks; for Philoh had not always been a man of
peace, nor an exhorter to turn the other cheek to the smiter, but had
even arrived at the dignity of a halberd in his country's service before
his six-foot form required rest, a
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