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r of a convent near Liege, and that English gentleman--the doctor, you know--will take you to her; do you understand?" "Yes, papa." "Well, you must stay with her for the present. It is not just what I could have wished for you, _ma petite_, but I have no choice, as it happens; and if ever you are dull or unhappy there, you will not blame me, or think I was unkind in sending you, will you, my child? for indeed I could not help it, and you will be a good little girl, I know. By-and-by, as I said, perhaps you will marry--I cannot arrange all these matters beforehand. I used to think sometimes that perhaps you might have come out on the stage a few years hence. Would you have liked that, Madelon?" "Yes--no--oh, I don't know, papa--I want you--I want you!" "Yes--you will want me, _pauvre petite_. Good Heavens! that a child so small, so young should be left without me to take care of her! Bah, I must not think of it. Madelon, there is one thing more you must promise me--never to become a nun." "A nun, papa?" "Yes, a nun," he repeated, in his feeble vehement way, "a nun like your aunt Therese. Do you know what it means? To grow pious, and narrow-minded, and sour, to live for ever shut up between four walls from which there is no escape, to think yourself better than all the world. Madelon, promise me never to become a nun; if I thought that were the future in store for you--promise me, I say." "I promise, papa," she said, quite solemnly, putting her hands together with a quaint little gesture; "indeed I should not like it at all." "If I could only foresee--if I could only arrange," he said piteously. "God knows I have done what I think is best for you, my child, and yet--who knows what may come of it? Madelon," he went on in a faint, pleading, broken voice, "you will not let them make you think ill of me, and blame and despise me when I am dead? They will try perhaps, but you must always love me, my darling, as you do now; it must not be all in vain--all that I have been striving for--ah, don't cry--there-- we won't talk any more now--another time." There was a minute's silence in the darkening twilight; Madelon's face was hidden in her father's shoulder, as he lay there with his arm still round her and his eyes closed, faint and exhausted. All of a sudden he roused himself with a start. "Ah, I am dying!" he cried, with a hoarse voice, "and it is all dark! Light the candles, Madelon--light them quick
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