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save Dorothy and Elizabeth of course departed at once. When the door was closed, the queen said: "I wish to thank you for telling me of the presence of her Scottish Majesty at Rutland. You know there is a plot on foot to steal my throne from me." "God forbid that there should be such a plot," replied Dorothy, resting upon her elbow in the bed. "I fear it is only too true that there is such a plot," returned Elizabeth, "and I owe you a great debt of gratitude for warning me of the Scottish queen's presence in my kingdom." "I hope the danger will be averted from your Majesty," said Dorothy; "but that which I did will cause my death--it will kill me. No human being ever before has lived through the agony I have suffered since that terrible night. I was a traitress. I betrayed the man who is dearer to me than my immortal soul. He says that he forgives me, but your Majesty knows that my fault is beyond forgiveness." "Sir John is a noble gentleman, child," said the queen. "I hope that he is loyal to me, but I fear--I fear." "Do not doubt, do not fear, my queen," returned Dorothy, eagerly; "there is nothing false in him." "Do you love him deeply, little one?" asked the queen. "No words can tell you my love for him," answered the girl. "I feel shame to say that he has taken even the holy God's place in my heart. Perhaps it is for that sin that God now punishes me." "Fear not on that score, Dorothy," replied the queen. "God will not punish you for feeling the love which He Himself has put into your heart. I would willingly give my crown could I feel such love for a worthy man who would in return love me for myself. But I cannot feel, nor can I have faith. Self-interest, which is so dominant in all men, frightens me, and I doubt their vows." "Surely, any man would love you for your own sake," said Dorothy, tenderly. "It may be that you speak truly, child; but I cannot know when men's vows are true nor when they are false. The real trouble is within myself. If I could but feel truly, I could interpret truthfully." "Ah, your Majesty," interrupted Dorothy, "you do not know the thing for which you are wishing; it is a torture worse than death; it is an ecstasy sweeter than heaven. It is killing me. I pity you, though you are a queen, if you have never felt it." "Would you do anything I might ask of you, if you could thereby save Sir John's life?" asked the queen. "Ah, I would gladly give my soul to sav
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