FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123  
124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   >>   >|  
g as far as the window would let her; "but you are mistaken. If this power be in me, which I cannot quite believe--yes, I see what you want to say, but if I did what I know to be wrong, I should lose it at once; God's grace can save you without me." "I will not ask you to do what you call wrong; no, nor to transgress any of the ties you respect, you, whose home is so unlike mine; only tell me that I may have hope, that if I deserve you, I may win you; that you could grant me--wretched me--a share of your affection." This was hardest of all; mingled pity and repugnance, truth and compassion strove within the maiden as well as the strange influence of those extraordinary eyes. She was almost as much afraid of herself as of her suitor. At last she managed to say, "I am very sorry for you; I grieve from my heart for your troubles; I should be very glad to hear of your welfare and anything good of you, but--" "But, but--I see--it is mere frenzy in me to think the blighted elf can aspire to be aught but loathsome to any lady--only, at least, tell me you love no one else." "No, certainly not," she said, as if his eyes drew it forcibly from her. "Then you cannot hinder me from making you my guiding star--hoping that if yet I can--" "There's my uncle!" exclaimed Anne, in a tone of infinite relief. "Stand up, Mr. Oakshott, compose yourself. Of course I cannot hinder your thinking about me, if it will do you any good, but there are better things to think about which would conquer evil and make you happy more effectually." He snatched her hand and kissed it, nor did she withhold it, since she really pitied him, and knew that her uncle was near, and all would soon be over. Peregrine dashed away by another door as Dr. Woodford's foot was on the stairs. "I have ordered the horses," he began. "They told me young Oakshott was here." "He was, but he is gone;" and she could not quite conceal her agitation. "Crimson cheeks, my young mistress? Ah, the foolish fellow! You do not care for him, I trust?" "No, indeed, poor fellow. What, did you know, sir?" "Know. Yes, truly--and your mother likewise, Anne. It was one cause of her wishing to send you to safer keeping than mine seems to be. My young spark made his proposals to us both, though we would not disturb your mind therewith, not knowing how he would have dealt with his father, nor viewing him, for all he is heir to Oakwood, as a desirable match i
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123  
124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

fellow

 
hinder
 

Oakshott

 
horses
 

stairs

 

thinking

 
Woodford
 

ordered

 

pitied

 

conquer


kissed

 
withhold
 

snatched

 

effectually

 

things

 

Peregrine

 

dashed

 
proposals
 

keeping

 

disturb


Oakwood

 

desirable

 

viewing

 

father

 

knowing

 
therewith
 
wishing
 

mistress

 
cheeks
 

foolish


Crimson
 

agitation

 

conceal

 

mother

 
likewise
 

aspire

 

wretched

 

affection

 
hardest
 

unlike


deserve

 
mingled
 

strange

 

influence

 

maiden

 
repugnance
 

compassion

 
strove
 

mistaken

 

window