on of the signs it
contained; but he was solemnly adjured not to open them before at least
half a year had elapsed.

It was only in the cities that Hadrian met his wife, for he pursued
his journey by land and she hers by water. The boats almost invariably
reached their destination sooner than the land-travellers, and when they
at last arrived, there was always a grand festival to welcome them, in
which however Sabina but rarely took part. Balbilla proved herself all
the more eager to make their arrival pleasant by some kindly surprise.
She sincerely reverenced Hadrian, and his favorite's beauty had an
irresistible charm for her artist's soul. It was a delight to her only
to look at him; his absence troubled her, and when he returned she was
always the first to greet him. And yet the bright girl troubled herself
about him neither more nor less than the other ladies in Sabina's train;
only Balbilla asked nothing of him but the pleasure of looking at him
and rejoicing in his beauty.

If he had dared to mistake her admiration for love and to have offered
her his, the poetess would have indignantly brought him to his bearings;
and yet she gave unqualified expression to her admiration of the
Bithynian's splendid person, and indeed with rather remarkable
demonstrativeness.

When the travellers made their appearance again after a prolonged
absence Antinous would find in the room in the ship where he was to live
flowers, and choice fruits sent by her, and verses in which she had sung
his praises. He put it all aside with the rest and only esteemed the
donor the less; but the poetess knew nothing of these sentiments in
her beautiful idol, and indeed troubled herself very little about his
feelings. She had hitherto found no difficulty in keeping within the
limits of what was becoming. But lately there had been moments in
which she had owned to herself that she might be carried away into
overstepping these limits. But what did she care for the opinion
of those around her, or about the inner life of the Bithyman, whose
external perfection of form was all that pleased her. She did not shrink
from the possibility of arousing hopes in him which she never could nor
intended to fulfil, for the idea did not once enter her mind; still
she felt dissatisfied with herself, for there was one person who
might disapprove of her proceedings, one who had indeed in plain words
reprehended her fancy for doing honor to the handsome boy with offeri