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it, because it's all a sign of the spirit in you kicking against your weakness. I know how you feel--want to come and have another go in at the Dwats?" "Yes," said Bracy in a sharp whisper through his closed teeth. "I do long to help give them an awful thrashing." "Of course you do, my boy; and you shall soon. Now, if, instead of kicking against hospital routine, you took to it in a mean, spiritless sort of way, and lay there waiting to be roused up to speak, I should feel uncomfortable about you, for I should know it was a bad sign.-- You'll be all right soon." Bracy was silent for a few minutes, and lay gazing wistfully through the window at the dazzling snow-peaks flashing miles away in the bright sunshine. Then he shook his head slowly from side to side. "It's of no use to be self-deceiving," he said at last. "I know as well as can be, Rob, what's wrong. I'm not going to die." "Die? Ha, ha! I should think not. Take more than a bullet-hole to kill you." Bracy smiled, and looked sadly in his friend's eyes. "It's precious hard, old fellow," he said; "for as I lie here I feel that I'm almost a boy still, and it comes so soon." "What comes so soon?" "My big trouble, old fellow. Morton won't say a word about it; but I know." "Come now; what do you know? You lie awake imagining all sorts of things." "But I don't imagine that. You can see it for yourself. I'm strong enough in mind, but the weakness of body is terrible." "Of course it is. You have had a hole right through you, made by a rough piece of iron fired from a gun; but it's healing up fast." "Yes," said Bracy, with a sigh, "the wound is healing up fast." "Then, what more do you want?" "My old manly strength," cried the sufferer with energy. "This horrible, helpless weakness!" "Dull! What an unreasonable patient you are!" cried Roberts. "How can you expect the strength to come till the wound is healed?" "I don't expect it," sighed the poor fellow. "Roberts, old man, it will never come back. My spine was injured by that bullet." "Yes; we know that." "And it has affected the nerves so that I am going to be helpless for the rest of my life--a poor invalid, whose fate is to be carried about or wheeled everywhere." "Don't believe it," said Roberts shortly. "Who told you that stuff?" "My own instinct. You know I cannot move hand or foot." "Not yet. Nature has bound you down so that your wound may not
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