how I should put it, for I hadn't expected to see
you. But it's simply this: he wants you to know--and he seemed to want
me to know--that he doesn't hold you accountable in the way he did. He's
thought it all over, and he's decided that he had no right to expect
you to save him from his own ignorance where he was making a show of
knowledge. As he said, he doesn't choose to plead the baby act. He says
that you're all right, and your place on the paper is open to you."
Burnamy had not been very prompt before, but now he seemed braced for
instant response. "I think he's wrong," he said, so harshly that the
people at the next table looked round. "His feeling as he does has
nothing to do with the fact, and it doesn't let me out."
March would have liked to take him in his arms; he merely said, "I think
you're quite right, as to that. But there's such a thing as forgiveness,
you know. It doesn't change the nature of what you've done; but as far
as the sufferer from it is concerned, it annuls it."
"Yes, I understand that. But I can't accept his forgiveness if I hate
him."
"But perhaps you won't always hate him. Some day you may have a chance
to do him a good turn. It's rather banale; but there doesn't seem any
other way. Well, I have given you his message. Are you going with me to
get that poem?"
When March had given Burnamy the paper at his hotel, and Burnamy had
put it in his pocket, the young man said he thought he would take some
coffee, and he asked March to join him in the dining-room where they had
stood talking.
"No, thank you," said the elder, "I don't propose sitting up all night,
and you'll excuse me if I go to bed now. It's a little informal to leave
a guest--"
"You're not leaving a guest! I'm at home here. I'm staying in this hotel
too."
March said, "Oh!" and then he added abruptly, "Good-night," and went up
stairs under the fresco of the five poets.
"Whom were you talking with below?" asked Mrs. March through the door
opening into his room from hers.
"Burnamy," he answered from within. "He's staying in this house. He let
me know just as I was going to turn him out for the night. It's one of
those little uncandors of his that throw suspicion on his honesty in
great things."
"Oh! Then you've been telling him," she said, with a mental bound high
above and far beyond the point.
"Everything."
"About Stoller, too?"
"About Stoller and his daughters, and Mrs. Adding and Rose and Kenby and
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