FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201  
202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   >>  
ero? It may be years before you find him; meantime, you could be practicing on me in ways that would be useful when you get him." "Oh, Mac! What shall I do with you?" exclaimed Rose, so curiously affected by this very characteristic wooing that she did not know whether to laugh or cry, for he was looking at her with his heart in his eyes, though his proposition was the queerest ever made at such a time. "Just go on being fond of me in your own way, and let me love you as much as I like in mine. I'll try to be satisfied with that." And he took both her hands so beseechingly that she felt more ungrateful than ever. "No, it would not be fair, for you would love the most and, if the hero did appear, what would become of you?" "I should resemble Uncle Alec in one thing at least fidelity, for my first love would be my last." That went straight to Rose's heart, and for a minute she stood silent, looking down at the two strong hands that held hers so firmly yet so gently, and the thought went through her mind, "Must he, too, be solitary all his life? I have no dear lover as my mother had, why cannot I make him happy and forget myself?" It did not seem very hard, and she owned that, even while she told herself that compassion was no equivalent for love. She wanted to give all she could, and keep as much of Mac's affection as she honestly might, because it seemed to grow more sweet and precious when she thought of putting it away. "You will be like Uncle in happier ways than that, I hope, for you, too, must have a high ideal and find her and be happy," she said, resolving to be true to the voice of conscience, not be swayed by the impulse of the moment. "I have found her, but I don't see any prospect of happiness, do you?" he asked wistfully. "Dear Mac, I cannot give you the love you want, but I do trust and respect you from the bottom of my heart, if that is any comfort," began Rose, looking up with eyes full of contrition for the pain her reply must give. She got no further, however, for those last words wrought a marvelous change in Mac. Dropping her hands, he stood erect, as if inspired with sudden energy and hope, while over his face there came a brave, bright look, which for the moment made him a nobler and comelier man than ever handsome Prince had been. "It is a comfort!" he said, in a tone of gratitude that touched her very much. "You said your love must be founded on respect, and that you have giv
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201  
202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   >>  



Top keywords:
comfort
 

moment

 

respect

 

thought

 

precious

 

equivalent

 

honestly

 

swayed

 

conscience

 
compassion

impulse

 

putting

 

resolving

 

happier

 

wanted

 

affection

 

bright

 
inspired
 
sudden
 
energy

nobler

 

gratitude

 

touched

 

founded

 

comelier

 

handsome

 

Prince

 

Dropping

 
change
 

bottom


wistfully
 
prospect
 

happiness

 
wrought
 
marvelous
 
contrition
 

proposition

 

queerest

 
beseechingly
 
satisfied

practicing
 

meantime

 

wooing

 
characteristic
 
exclaimed
 

curiously

 

affected

 

ungrateful

 

solitary

 

gently