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do just as you like without considering anyone else. No one ever thinks of me. And now you won't even take the trouble to deny that shameful letter." "Why should I deny it? It is true. Do you not see the irony of all this? I amuse myself by paying a few compliments to a schoolgirl for whom I do not care two straws more than for any agreeable and passably clever woman I meet. Nevertheless, I occasionally feel a pang of remorse because I think that she may love me seriously, although I am only playing with her. I pity the poor heart I have wantonly ensnared. And, all the time, she is pitying me for exactly the same reason! She is conscience-stricken because she is only indulging in the luxury of being adored 'by far the cleverest man she has ever met,' and is as heart-whole as I am! Ha, ha! That is the basis of the religion of love of which poets are the high-priests. Each worshipper knows that his own love is either a transient passion or a sham copied from his favorite poem; but he believes honestly in the love of others for him. Ho, ho! Is it not a silly world, my dear?" "You had no right to make love to Agatha. You have no right to make love to anyone but me; and I won't bear it." "You are angry because Agatha has infringed your monopoly. Always monopoly! Why, you silly girl, do you suppose that I belong to you, body and soul?--that I may not be moved except by your affection, or think except of your beauty?" "You may call me as many names as you please, but you have no right to make love to Agatha." "My dearest, I do not recollect calling you any names. I think you said something about a selfish brute." "I did not. You called me a silly girl." "But, my love, you are." "And so YOU are. You are thoroughly selfish." "I don't deny it. But let us return to our subject. What did we begin to quarrel about?" "I am not quarrelling, Sidney. It is you." "Well, what did I begin to quarrel about?" "About Agatha Wylie." "Oh, pardon me, Hetty; I certainly did not begin to quarrel about her. I am very fond of her--more so, it appears, than she is of me. One moment, Hetty, before you recommence your reproaches. Why do you dislike my saying pretty things to Agatha?" Henrietta hesitated, and said: "Because you have no right to. It shows how little you care for me." "It has nothing to do with you. It only shows how much I care for her." "I will not stay here to be insulted," said Hetty, her distress
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