so awful. It was like a
world that its Maker had built in a fit of joy, and then got tired of,
and broke in pieces, and blew out all its fires, and left--ah
yes--like that! And out in the distance I--I only saw a bear travelling
eastwards."
The governor said slowly:
And I took My staff Beauty, and cut it asunder, that I might break
My covenant which I had made with all the people.
"Yes--like that." Pierre continued: "Babiche turned to me with a little
laugh, which was a sob too. 'Where is it, Pierre?' said he. I knew he
meant the bear. 'Gone to look for another man,' I said, with a gay look,
for I saw that he was troubled. 'Come,' said he at once. As we went, he
saw my dogs. He stopped short and shook a little, and tears came into
his eyes. 'What is it, Babiche?' said I. He looked back towards the
south. 'My dogs--Brandy-wine, Come-along, 'Poleon, and the rest--died
one night all of an hour. One by one they crawl over to where I lay in
my fur bag, and die there, huddling by me--and such cries--such cries!
There was poison or something in the frozen fish I'd given them. I loved
them every one; and then there was the mails, the year's mails--how
should they be brought on? That was a bad thought, for I had never
missed--never in ten years. There was one bunch of letters which the
governor said to me was worth more than all the rest of the mails put
together, and I was to bring it to Fort St. Saviour, or not show my face
to him again. I leave the dogs there in the snow, and come on with the
sled, carrying all the mails. Ah, the blessed saints, how heavy the sled
got, and how lonely it was! Nothing to speak to--no one, no thing,
day after day. At last I go to cry to the dogs, "Come-along! 'Poleon!
Brandy-wine!"--like that! I think I see them there, but they never bark
and they never snarl, and they never spring to the snap of the whip....
I was alone. Oh, my head! my head! If there was only something alive to
look at, besides the wide white plain, and the bare hills of ice, and
the sun-dogs in the sky! Now I was wild, next hour I was like a child,
then I gnash my teeth like a wolf at the sun, and at last I got on my
knees. The tears froze my eyelids shut, but I kept saying, "Ah, my great
Friend, my Jesu, just something, something with the breath of life!
Leave me not all alone!" and I got sleepier all the time.
"'I was sinking, sinking, so quiet and easy, when all at once I felt
something beside me; I could hea
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