II. AN AUTUMN MORNING 65
XIII. NEWS FROM THE FRONT 74
XIV. AUTHORS AND SOLDIERS 80
XV. WAITING FOR DAYLIGHT 88
XVI. THE NOBODIES 96
XVII. BOOKWORMS 112
XVIII. SAILOR LANGUAGE 115
XIX. ILLUSIONS 120
XX. FIGURE-HEADS 127
XXI. ECONOMICS 133
XXII. OLD SUNLIGHT 135
XXIII. RUSKIN 140
XXIV. THE REWARD OF VIRTUE 147
XXV. GREAT STATESMEN 149
XXVI. JOY 152
XXVII. THE REAL THING 162
XXVIII. LITERARY CRITICS 170
XXIX. THE SOUTH DOWNS 175
XXX. KIPLING 182
XXXI. A DEVON ESTUARY 188
XXXII. BARBELLION 194
XXXIII. BREAKING THE SPELL 200
WAITING FOR
DAYLIGHT
I. In Ypres
JULY, 1915. My mouth does not get so dry as once it did, I notice, when
walking in from Suicide Corner to the Cloth Hall. There I was this summer
day, in Ypres again, in a silence like a threat, amid ruins which might
have been in Central Asia, and I, the last man on earth, contemplating
them. There was something bumping somewhere, but it was not in Ypres, and
no notice is taken in Flanders of what does not bump near you. So I sat
on the disrupted pedestal of a forgotten building and smoked, and
wondered why I was in the city of Ypres, and why there was a war, and why
I was a fool.
It was a lovely day, and looking up at the sky over what used to be a
school dedicated to the gentle Jesus, which is just by the place where
one of the seventeen-inchers has blown a forty-foot hole, I saw a little
round cloud shape in the blue, and then another, and then a cluster of
them; the kind of soft little cloudlets on which Renaissance cherubs
rest their chubby e
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