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whatever you do, I love you. I love you in every way that I know how to love ... but in the name of my God and yours and of my love for you and your love for me ... I ask you--if you can--take me back to the house--and don't enforce your victory." The man straightened up and stood for a while, very drawn of feature and pallid. He lifted a hand vaguely and the arm dropped again like dead weight at his side. Without seeing them, he looked at the mirrored stars in the fresh-water lake across the way and twice his lips moved, but succeeded in forming no words. At last his head came up with a sudden jerk and his utterance was difficult. "So you put it up to me, in the name of your God: to me who acknowledge no God. You ask it in the name of generosity." "No," she corrected him. "I'm not in a position to ask anything.... I only suggest it. I'm too helpless even to plead." She moved over a few paces and leaned for support against the gnarled trunk of a scrub pine, watching him with a fascinated gaze as he stood bracing himself against the inward storm under which his own world and hers seemed rocking. With the heavy and dolorous insistence of a muffled drum two thoughts were hammering at his brain: her helplessness: his honor. But he had never put honor underfoot, he argued against that voice; only an arbitrary and little conception of honor.... Yet she could not rid herself of that conception ... and she was helpless. If he took her now into the possession of his life, he must take her, not with triumph but as he might pick up a fallen dove, fluttering and wounded at his feet--as an exquisitely fashioned vase which his hand had shattered. He remembered their first meeting in Virginia and his wrath when she had laughed at his narrative of the Newmarket cadets. The Newmarket cadets! His father had been one of them at fifteen. There came again to his ears, across the interval of years, the voice of the old gentleman, so long dead, telling that story in a house where traditions were strong and hallowed. Across a wheat field lay a Union battery which must be stormed and taken at the bayonet's point. Wave after wave of infantry had gone forward and broken under its belching of death. The line wavered. There must be a steady--an unflinching--unit upon which to guide. The situation called for a morale which could rise to heroism. General Breckenridge was told that only the cadets from the Virginia Military Ins
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