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ension, "you say that and you believe it and yet this same instinct of self-martyrdom is the undertow of your life flood. If your given name didn't happen to be Conscience your middle name would be just that." "I suppose I have a conscience of a sort--but a different, sort, I hope. Is that such a serious fault?" she asked, and because the strain of these days had tired and rubbed her nerves into the sensitiveness of exhaustion, she asked it in a hurt and wounded tone. "It's an indispensable virtue," he declared. "Your father's conscience was a virtue, too, until it ran amuck and became a savage menace. When you were a child," he went on, speaking so earnestly that his brow was drawn into an expression which she mistook for a frown of disapproval, "your most characteristic quality was an irrepressible sense of humor. It gave both sparkle and sanity to your outlook. It held you immune to all bitterness." "And now?" She put the query somewhat faintly. "Now, more than ever, because the life around you is grayer, it's vital that you cling to your golden talisman. To let it go means to be lost in the fog." They were strolling along a woodland path and she was a few steps in advance of him. He saw her shoulders stiffen, but it was not until he overtook her that he discovered her eyes to be sparkling with tears. "What is it, dearest?" he contritely demanded, and after a long pause she said: "Nothing, except that I feel as if you had slapped me in the face." "I! Slapped you in the face!" He could only reecho her words in bewilderment and distress. "I don't understand." Laying a hand on her arm, he halted her in a place where the setting sun was spilling streams of yellow light through the woodland aisles and then her lips trembled; her eyes filled and she pressed both hands over her face. After a moment she looked up and dashed the tears contemptuously away. "No, I know you don't understand, dear. It's my own fault. I'm a weak little fool," she said, "But it's all gotten horribly on my nerves. I can't help it." "For God's sake," he begged, "tell me what I did or said?" And her words came with a weary resignation. "I think you had better put me out of your life, Stuart. I've just realized how things really are--you've told me. I can't go because I'm chained to the galley. While Father lives my place is here." She broke off suddenly and his face took on a stunned amazement. "Out of my life!" exclaim
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