n Rome 69
BOOK II: THE TANGLED SKEIN
I Quantum Mutatus 79
II Healthy Philistinism 102
III Tin Gods 119
IV Through a Glass Darkly 130
BOOK III: UNRAVELLING THE THREADS
I Common Room Faces 134
II Carnival 169
III Broadening Outlook 179
IV Thirds 185
V Dual Personality 196
VI The Games Committee 200
VII Rebellion 208
VIII The Dawning of many Dreams 213
BOOK IV: THE WEAVING
I The Twilight of the Gods 226
II Setting Stars 239
III Romance 242
IV The Dawn of Nothing 249
V The Things that Seem 259
VI The Tapestry Completed 277
PREFACE TO NEW EDITION
Books have their fates and this one's has been curious. I wrote it
between January and March 1916, when I was seventeen and a half years
old and in camp at Berkhamsted with the Inns of Court O.T.C. I loathed
it there, everything about it, the impersonal military machine, the
monotonous routine of drills and musketry, the endless foot-slogging,
the perpetual petty fault-finding. I kept comparing my present life with
that which I had been leading ten, eighteen, thirty months ago at
Sherborne, as a schoolboy.
My four years there had been very happy. I was the kind of a boy who
gets the most out of a public school. I loved cricket and football and
was reasonably good at them. I was in the first XV and my last summer
headed the batting averages. My father had lit in me a love of poetry
and an interest in history and the classics. More often than not I went
into a class-room looking forward to the hour that lay ahead. I enjoyed
the whole competitive drama of school life--the cups and caps and form
promotions. As I marched as a cadet over Ashridge Park I remembered that
a year ago I had been bicycling down to the football field for a punt
about on Upper. As I listened to a lecture on the establishment of an
infantry brigade, I thought of the sixth form sitting under that fine
scholar and Wordsworthian Nowell Smith to a discussion of Victorian
poetry. In the evenings on my way to night operations, passing
Berkhamsted School and looking at the lighted windows, I would think,
"At Sherborne now they are sitting round the games study fire waiting
for the bell to ring
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