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ed the money from Nekhludoff's hand and stuck it behind her belt. "How funny!" she said, smiling contemptuously as it seemed to him. Nekhludoff saw that there was something inimical to him in her, which stood guard, as it were, over her as she was now, and prevented him from penetrating into her heart. But--wonderful to relate--so far from repulsing him, this only drew him to her by some new peculiar force. He felt that he ought to awaken her spirit; that it was extremely difficult to do so; but the very difficulty of the undertaking attracted him. He experienced a feeling toward her which he had never experienced before, either toward her or any one else, and in which there was nothing personal. He desired nothing of her for himself, and only wished her to to cease to be what she was now, and become what she had been before. "Katiousha, why do you speak thus? I know you, I remember you as you were in Panoff----" But she did not yield--she would not yield. "Why recall the past!" she said dryly, frowning even more. "Because I wish to efface, to expiate my sin. Katiousha----" he began, and was about to tell her that he would marry her, but he met her eyes in which he read something so terrible, rude and repulsive that he could not finish. At that moment the visitors began to take leave. The inspector approached Nekhludoff and told him that the time for interviewing was ended. Maslova rose and submissively waited to be dismissed. "Good-by. I have a great deal to tell you yet, but, as you see, I cannot do it now," said Nekhludoff, and extended his hand. "I will call again." "I think you have said everything----" She extended her hand, but did not press his. "No. I will try to see you again, where we can speak together, and then I will tell you something very important," said Nekhludoff. "Well, all right," she said, smiling as she used to do when she wished to please a man. "You are more to me than a sister," said Nekhludoff. "Funny," she repeated, and, shaking her head, she went behind the grating. CHAPTER XLII. Nekhludoff expected that at the first meeting Katiousha, learning of his intention to serve her, and of his repentance, would be moved to rejoicing, would become again Katiousha, but to his surprise and horror, he saw that Katiousha was no more; that only Maslova remained. It surprised him particularly that not only was Maslova not ashamed of her condition, but, on t
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