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she jumped at it." Juliet gave a slight shiver, and abruptly his manner changed. "I'm sorry. Put my foot in it again, have I? You'll have to forgive me, please. No, I shouldn't have told you. But you've got such a kind look about you--as if you'd understand." She was touched in spite of herself. She got up quickly and faced him. "What I can't understand," she said, a ring of deep feeling in her voice, "is how anyone can possibly barter their happiness, their self-respect, all that is most worth having, for this world's goods, this world's ambitions, and expect to come out of it anything but losers. Oh, I know it's done every day. People fight and scramble--yes, and grovel in the mud--for what they think is gold; and when they've got it, it's only the basest alloy. Some of them never find it out. Others do--and break their hearts." He stared at her. "You speak as one who knows." "I do know," she said. "Since I've been here, had time to think, I've realized it more and more. This dreadful fight for front places, for prosperity--this rooted, individual selfishness--the hopeless materialism of it all--the ultimate ruin--." She broke off. "You'll take me for a street ranter if I go on. But it's rather piteous to see people straining and agonizing after what, after all, can never bring them any comfort." "But that's just what I was saying," he protested. Her frank eyes looked straight into his. "But you're doing it yourself all the same," she said. "You're playing for your own hand all the time and so you're a loser and always will be. It's the chief rule of the game." She smiled faintly. "Please forgive me for telling you so, but I've only just found it out for myself; so I had to tell someone." "You're rather a wonderful young woman," said the squire, still staring. She shook her head. "Oh, no, I'm not. I've just begun to use my brains, that's all. They're nothing at all out of the ordinary, really." He laughed. "Well, you've given me a pretty straight one anyway. Have you got a home anywhere--any home people?" "None that count," said Juliet. "Been more or less of a looker-on all your life, eh?" he suggested. "More or less," smiled Juliet. He held out his hand to her abruptly. "Look here! You're coming, aren't you?" "I don't know," said Juliet. "Well, make up your mind quick!" He held her hand, looking at her. "What's the objection? Tell me?" She freed her hand gently but with decision.
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