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there is warmer, richer blood coursing in my veins than the placid stream that crept through theirs." "There will never be any such people to me as they were," said her lover, "for they took you and brought you up for me." "Sometimes," she went on dreamily, "I feel sure that I am of good family, and the blood of my ancestors seems to call to me in clear and certain tones. Then again when my mood changes, I am all at sea--I feel that even if I had but simply to turn my hand to learn who I am and whence I came, I should shrink from taking the step, for fear that what I might learn would leave me forever unhappy." "Dearest," he said, taking her in his arms, while from the hall and down the corridor came the softened strains of music, "put aside these unwholesome fancies. Your past is shrouded in mystery. Take my name, as you have taken my love, and I 'll make your future so happy that you won't have time to think of the past. What are a lot of musty, mouldy old grandfathers, compared with life and love and happiness? It 's hardly good form to mention one's ancestors nowadays, and what 's the use of them at all if one can't boast of them?" "It 's all very well of you to talk that way," she rejoined. "But suppose you should marry me, and when you become famous and rich, and patients flock to your office, and fashionable people to your home, and every one wants to know who you are and whence you came, you 'll be obliged to bring out the governor, and the judge, and the rest of them. If you should refrain, in order to forestall embarrassing inquiries about _my_ ancestry, I should have deprived you of something you are entitled to, something which has a real social value. And when people found out all about you, as they eventually would from some source, they would want to know--we Americans are a curious people--who your wife was, and you could only say"---- "The best and sweetest woman on earth, whom I love unspeakably." "You know that is not what I mean. You could only say--a Miss Nobody, from Nowhere." "A Miss Hohlfelder, from Cincinnati, the only child of worthy German parents, who fled from their own country in '49 to escape political persecution--an ancestry that one surely need not be ashamed of." "No; but the consciousness that it was not true would be always with me, poisoning my mind, and darkening my life and yours." "Your views of life are entirely too tragic, Clara," the young man argued soothi
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