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d, but very obvious, guard that lounged outside--the sense of rank injustice and helplessness--the weird feeling of impending horror added onto stale-grown ghastliness--youth, chafing at the lack of liberty--stirred her to action. Without a word to her father, who was writing reports that seemed endless at the little desk by the shaded window, she left the house--drew with a physical effort on all her reserve of strength and health--faced the scorching afternoon wind, as though it were a foe that could shrink away before her courage, and walked, since she had no pony now, in any direction in which chance or her momentary whim might care to lead her. "I won't cry again--and I won't submit--and I'll see what happens!" she told herself; and the four who followed her at a none-too-respectful distance--two of the Maharajah's men in uniform and two shabby-looking ruffians of Jaimihr's--grinned as they scented action. Like their masters they bore no love for one another; they were there now, in fact, as much to watch one another as the missionaries; they detected the possibility of an excuse to be at one another's throats, and gloated as they saw two messengers, one of either side, run off in a hurry to inform the rival camps. It was neither plan nor conscious selection that led Rosemary McClean toward the far end of the maidan, where the sluggish, narrow, winding Howrah River sucked slimily beside the burning ghats. When she realized where her footsteps were leading her she would have turned in horror and retreated, for even a legitimately roasting corpse that died before the Hindoo priests had opportunity to introduce it to the flames is no sight for eyes that are civilized. But, when she turned her head, the sight of her hurrying escort perspiring in her wake--(few natives like the heat and wind one whit better than their conquerors)--filled her with an unexpected, probably unjustifiable, determination not to let them see her flinch at any kind of horror. That was the spirit of sahibdom that is not always quite commendable; it is the spirit that takes Anglo-Saxon women to the seething, stenching plains and holds them there high-chinned to stiffen their men-folk by courageous example, but it leads, too, to things not quite so womanly and good. "I'll show them!" muttered Rosemary McClean, wiping the blown dust from her eyes and facing the wind again that now began to carry with it the unspread taint--the awful, si
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