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f they don't suit the taste of the meeting! Are you willin' to leave go your nice education, where you're gettin', fur a couple of damned curls? I don't know what's got INto you to act so blamed stubborn about keepin' your hair strubbled 'round your face!" "But the vanity would still be in my heart even if I did brush them back. And I don't want to be deceitful." "Och, come now," urged the doctor, "just till you're got your certificate a'ready to teach! That wouldn't be long. Then, after that, you can be as undeceitful as you want." But Tillie could not be brought to view the matter in this light. She did not sit at table with the family that day, for that would have forced her aunt to stay away from the table. Mrs. Wackernagel could break bread without reproach with all her unconverted household; but not with a backslider--for the prohibition was intended as a discipline, imposed in all love, to bring the recalcitrant member back into the fold. That afternoon, Tillie and the teacher took a walk together in the snow-covered woods. "It all seems so extraordinary, so inexplicable!" Fairchilds repeated over and over. Like all the rest of the household, he could not be reconciled to her going. His regret was, indeed, greater than that of any of the rest, and rather surprised himself. The pallor of Tillie's face and the anguish in her eyes he attributed to the church discipline she was suffering. He never dreamed how wholly and absolutely it was for him. "Is it any stranger," Tillie asked, her low voice full of pain, "than that your uncle should send you away because of your UNbelief?" This word, "unbelief," stood for a very definite thing in New Canaan--a lost and hopeless condition of the soul. "It seems to me, the idea is the same," said Tillie. "Yes," acknowledged Fairchilds, "of course you are right. Intolerance, bigotry, narrowness--they are the same the world over--and stand for ignorance always." Tillie silently considered his words. It had not occurred to her to question the perfect justice of the meeting's action. Suddenly she saw in the path before her a half-frozen, fluttering sparrow. They both paused, and Tillie stooped, gently took it up, and folded it in her warm shawl. As she felt its throbbing little body against her hand, she thought of herself in the hand of God. She turned and spoke her thought to Fairchilds. "Could I possibly hurt this little bird, which is so entirely at my m
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