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d the F.M. of M. had got his breath, and he said: "I couldn't remember my own name before an audience, Mr. Hendricks." "You're fluent enough in that back room of yours." "That's different." "The people we're going after don't want oratory. They want good, straight talk, and a fellow behind it who doesn't believe the country's headed straight for perdition. We've had enough calamity bowlers. You've got the way out. The plain people. The hope of the nation. And, by God, you love your country, and not for what you can get out of it. That's a thing a fellow's got to have inside him. He can't pretend it and get it over." In the end the F.M. of M. capitulated. It was late when Mr. Hendricks left. He went away with all the old envelopes in his pockets covered with memoranda. "Just wait a minute, son," he would say. "I've got to make some speeches myself. Repeat that, now. 'Sins of omission are as great, even greater than sins of commission. The lethargic citizen throws open the gates to revolution.' How do you spell 'lethargic'?" But it was not Hendricks and his campaign that kept the F.M. of M. awake until dawn. He sat in front of his soft coal fire, and when it died to gray-white ash he still sat there, unconscious of the chill of the spring night. Mostly he thought of Lily, and of Louis Akers, big and handsome, of his insolent eyes and his self-indulgent mouth. Into that curious whirlpool that is the mind came now and then other visions: His mother asleep in her chair; the men in the War Department who had turned him down; a girl at home who had loved him, and made him feel desperately unhappy because he could not love her in return. Was love always like that? If it was what He intended, why was it so often without reciprocation? He took to walking about the room, according to his old habit, and obediently Jinx followed him. It was four by his alarm clock when Edith knocked at his door. She was in a wrapper flung over her nightgown, and with her hair flying loose she looked childish and very small. "I wish you would go to bed," she said, rather petulantly. "Are you sick, or anything?" "I was thinking, Edith. I'm sorry. I'll go at once. Why aren't you asleep?" "I don't sleep much lately." Their voices were cautious. "I never go to sleep until you're settled down, anyhow." "Why not? Am I noisy?" "It's not that." She went away, a drooping, listless figure that climbed the stairs slowly an
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