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gh to leave him, but he stops her. "No, do not go yet," he says. "Let me congratulate you. _Le roi est mort, vive le roi._ My successor, it seems, was not difficult to find; and--By-the-by, why are you alone now? Why is not your _new_ lover by your side?" "My _first_ lover--_not_ my new lover," she says, bitterly, speaking now with some spirit. "I didn't count, I suppose." "_You--!_" She draws her breath quickly, and, then, having subdued the indignation that had almost overcome her, goes on quietly: "you never loved me. There was never a moment in all my knowledge of you when I could have flattered myself with the thought that I was more to you than a cousin." "He is very different, I suppose?" He flushes a dark crimson as he puts this question. "Altogether--_utterly_! At least, I can tell myself, I am to him something more than a necessary evil, a thing forced upon him by circumstances. To _you_ I was only that, and _worse_. There were moments when I believe you _hated_ me." "We need not discuss that now," says Dare coldly. "Where is Gower?" "I don't know; at least, I am not sure. What do you want with him? There is no use in quarreling with him," she says, nervously. "Why should I quarrel with any man because a woman chooses to prefer him to me? That is her affair altogether." He walks away from her, and she, moving into the deep embrasure of the large bow window, stands staring blankly upon the sunlit landscape without. But presently he returns and, standing beside her, gazes out, too, upon the flowers that are bowing and simpering as the light wind dances over them. "I am going away this evening," he says, at length, very gently. "It is uncertain when I shall return. Good-by." He holds out his hand, awkwardly enough, and even when, after a momentary hesitation, she lays hers in it, hardly presses it. Yet still, though he has paid his adieux, he lingers there, and loiters aimlessly, as if he finds a difficulty in putting an end to the miserable _tete-a-tete_. "You were wrong just now," he says, somewhat abruptly, not looking at her; "there was never one second in my life when I _hated_ you; you need not have said _that_." "Where are you going?" asks she, brokenly. "I don't know. It doesn't matter. But before I go, I want to say to you--that--that--if ever you _want_ me, even if I should be at the end of the world, _send_ for me, and I will come to you." _Are_ there tears in h
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