e showed, and the gentleness--
yes, and the strength and firmness, when these were needed. I should
have fallen down under my burden in those days, if it hadn't been for
Uncle Gershom. I have often wondered, Lizzie, if you knew just what a
man your father was."
Elizabeth turned her tearful face, smiling now, toward her cousin, but
she said nothing.
"I never could tell you--never! My father, for a good while, wasn't
easy to get along with. Well, he wasn't himself all the time, and if it
hadn't been for Uncle Gershom--
"But there--I mustn't talk about it, not to-night," she said, rising and
walking about the room. "It kind of puts me off the balance to go back
to those days, and I'd better let it alone to-night."
"Some time you will tell me," said Elizabeth.
"Well, I don't promise. But if I could tell you just how like the face
of an angel your father's face has been to me many and many a time."
"I think I know," said Elizabeth.
"And I wish we were all as fit for heavenly places as he is. I don't
deny that I should have been glad for the sake of the cause, if he could
have seen his way clear to unite with the Church before he went--to sit
down at the Lord's table here on earth, before he goes to sit down at it
above, and I wish he might even yet."
"I'll tell you what I would like. If he should revive a little, as he
may, and if the minister had no objections, a few might come in, mother
and Cynthia, and old Davie Fleming, and two or three others, and take
the cup and the bread with him, not that it would make any real
difference--"
"Betsey," said the squire's voice from the other room.
They were both with pale faces at his bedside in a moment.
"Did I hear Betsey's voice? Or did you only say she was coming, Lizzie?
Oh, she is here, is she? Well, I've got something to say to Betsey.
It isn't best to put off these things too long."
Poor old squire! He had said almost the same words every time he had
seen Betsey for the last year or two, and it never occurred to either of
them that he would not forget the words as soon as they were uttered.
After taking some nourishment he was much revived and strengthened.
"Yes, I want to speak to Betsey about some business. Jacob isn't here,
is he? Because this is between Betsey and me. It was all over and done
with before Jacob knew anything about my business, and he needn't know
now. Go up-stairs, Lizzie, to the store-room where the old bureau is
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