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understand, there is almost nothing I wouldn't do to right that old wrong.' 'There's nothing to be done,' she said; and then, shrinking under that look of almost cheerful benevolence, 'You can never give me back my child.' More than at the words, at the anguish in her face, his own had changed. 'Will that ghost give you no rest?' he said. 'Yes, oh, yes.' She was calm again. 'I see life is nobler than I knew. There is work to do.' On her way to the great folding doors, once again he stopped her. 'Why should you think that it's only you these ten years have taught something to? Why not give even a man credit for a willingness to learn something of life, and for being sorry--profoundly sorry--for the pain his instruction has cost others? You seem to think I've taken it all quite lightly. That's not fair. All my life, ever since you disappeared, the thought of you has hurt. I would give anything I possess to know you--were happy again.' 'Oh, happiness!' 'Why shouldn't you find it still?' He said it with a significance that made her stare, and then?-- 'I see! she couldn't help telling you about Allen Trent--Lady John couldn't!' He ignored the interpretation. 'You're one of the people the years have not taken from, but given more to. You are more than ever----You haven't lost your beauty.' 'The gods saw it was so little effectual, it wasn't worth taking away.' She stood staring out into the void. 'One woman's mishap--what is that? A thing as trivial to the great world as it's sordid in most eyes. But the time has come when a woman may look about her and say, What general significance has my secret pain? Does it "join on" to anything? And I find it _does_. I'm no longer simply a woman who has stumbled on the way.' With difficulty she controlled the shake in her voice. 'I'm one who has got up bruised and bleeding, wiped the dust from her hands and the tears from her face--and said to herself not merely: Here's one luckless woman! but--here is a stone of stumbling to many. Let's see if it can't be moved out of other women's way. And she calls people to come and help. No mortal man, let alone a woman, _by herself_, can move that rock of offence. But,' she ended with a sudden sombre flare of enthusiasm, 'if _many_ help, Geoffrey, the thing can be done.' He looked down on her from his height with a wondering pity. 'Lord! how you care!' he said, while the mist deepened before his eyes. 'Don't be
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