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not more gentle, but more real, as if a deep well of feeling lay in those parents which could send up cool water or tears, either in disagreement or sympathy. Young Perry had his own horse and his negro, and was the only inhabitant, besides the Judge, of the old black brick, square, colonial house on the brink of the river--that house whence the light had gone in lurid flight when the young wife, in the bravado of her shame, departed forever. Judge Whaley was able, with his intellectual sympathy, to observe that his boy was apt and right-minded. Perry read law precociously, and liked it. He was the best juvenile debater in the little old college on the slight hill overlooking the town. His appearance was good, and he had a cheerful nature; yet nowhere, among beautiful girls or riding companions, gunning on the river, crabbing on the bridge, or skating on the meadows, was he half so happy as with his father. "Well, Perry," the Judge would say, "how is my demon to-day--what is he studying now?" "Studying you, papa; I don't understand you." "The time will come, alas for you!" exclaimed the Judge. "Do I displease you in any thing I do?" "No, my son." "Do you believe I love you?" "Yes, I do believe it. I wish, Perry, it could be returned." The son, under the influence of this discouraging confidence, became serious and melancholy. He would take his gun on his shoulder and wade out into the meadow marshes, as if for game, and there would be seen by other gunners sitting on some old pier or perched on some worm fence, looking straight up at the sky, as if it might answer the riddle of his father's hate and his own unreciprocated affection. He would also, on rainy or cold days, when the inmates could not stir abroad, mount his horse and ride to the almshouse beyond the town mill, and, taking a pleasant story or ballad from his pocket, read to the huddled paupers, as well as to the keeper's family, attracted by his pleasant condescension. By degrees the boy's face also took the shadow worn by his father. "Oh, if they could only love!" remarked the old people around the court-house; "or if they only could admit the real love between them!" The Judge never admitted it; that seemed to be a part of his religion, a duty to himself, if painful, and the son never woke nor retired to rest without searching in that paternal shadow for the kindly gleam of awakened love, yet ever kissed the shadow only, and a bro
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