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ear, there's something else I must tell you. I didn't see any need to bother you with it before. It's this. Mr. Dick Guiseley proposed to me when he was here for the shooting." She paused, but her father said nothing. "I told him he must wait--that I didn't know for certain, but that I was almost certain. If he had pressed for an answer I should have said 'No.' Oddly enough, I was thinking only yesterday that it wasn't fair to keep him waiting any longer. Because ... because it's 'No' ... anyhow, now." The Rector still could not speak. It was just one bewilderment. But apparently Jenny did not want any comments. "That being so," she went on serenely, "my conscience is clear, anyhow. And I mustn't let what I think Mr. Dick might say or think affect me--any more than the other things. Must I?" "... Jenny, what are you going to do? Tell me!" "Father, dear," came the high astonished voice, "I don't know. I don't know at all. I must think. Did you think I'd made up my mind? Why! How could I? Of course I should say 'No' if I had to answer now." "I--" began the Rector and stopped. He perceived that the situation could easily be complicated. "I must just think about it quietly," went on the girl. "And I must write a note to say so.... Father ..." He glanced in her direction. "Father, about being fond of a man.... Need it be--well, as I was fond of Frank? I don't think Lord Talgarth could have expected that, could he? But if you--well--get on with a man very well, understand him--can stand up to him without annoying him ... and ... and care for him, really, I mean, in such a way that you like being with him very much, and look up to him very much in all kinds of ways--(I'm very sorry to have to talk like this, but whom am I to talk to, father dear?) Well, if I found I did care for Lord Talgarth like that--like a sort of daughter, or niece, and more than that too, would that--" "I don't know," said the Rector, abruptly standing up. "I don't know; you mustn't ask me. You must settle all that yourself." She looked up at him, startled, it seemed, by the change in his manner. "Father, dear--" she began, with just the faintest touch of pathetic reproach in her voice. But he did not appear moved by it. "You must settle," he said. "You have all the data. I haven't. I--" He stepped towards the door. "Tell me as soon as you have decided," he said, and went out. (III) The little brown dog called Lam
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