FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289  
290   291   292   293   294   295   296   297   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310   311   312   313   314   >>   >|  
any more. Jack is going to see Trevor, and--and try to make him understand. I didn't want him to, but he would do it. But he has promised me that Trevor shan't follow me here. Do you think he will be able to prevent him? Do you? Do you?" She shuddered afresh uncontrollably at the bare thought, and Hilda had some difficulty in calming her. "Dearest, I am sure he will never come to you against your will," she said, with conviction. "I am sure you needn't be afraid. But oh, Chris, my darling, he is your husband. Always remember that!" "I know! I know!" Feverishly Chris made answer, and Hilda knew that she must not pursue this subject. "But I can never see him again, never--never--never! I think it would kill me. Besides--besides--" She broke off inarticulately, and Hilda did not press her to finish. She found that she must not speak much of Bertrand either, though she did venture to ask why the Valpre escapade had ever been kept from Trevor in the first place. "I really can't quite explain," Chris answered wearily. "When it dawned on me that vile things had been said and actually a duel fought because of it I felt as if I would rather die than let him know. Besides, at the back of my mind, I think I somehow always knew--though I did not realize--that--Bertie--came first with me, and I--I was terrified lest Trevor should suspect it. Of course it doesn't matter now," she ended. "He knows it all, and--as he says--we have done with each other." She uttered a long, quivering sigh, and turned her face into the pillow. "My darling, so long as you both live, that can never be," Hilda said very earnestly. "Whatever mistakes you have made, you are still his and he is yours. Nothing can alter that." "He doesn't think so," said Chris. "In fact, he--he told me to go to Bertie, so that--so that"--she shivered again--"he could set me free." "Oh, Chris, he did--that?" "Yes, I think he meant it for my sake as much as for his own. But I couldn't do it. You see, I don't know where Bertie has gone for one thing. And then--I know Bertie would have thought it wrong. You see"--the tears were running down her face again--"we love each other so much, and--and love like ours is holy. He said so." "I wonder how he learned that," Hilda said. "It is not a creed that most men hold." "But Bertie is not like most men." Very softly came Chris's answer, and through her tears her eyes shone with the light that is kindled by nothing e
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289  
290   291   292   293   294   295   296   297   298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310   311   312   313   314   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Bertie

 

Trevor

 
Besides
 

answer

 
darling
 

thought

 

mistakes

 
Nothing
 

matter

 

pillow


quivering

 

uttered

 

earnestly

 
turned
 

Whatever

 

learned

 
softly
 

kindled

 

running

 

shivered


couldn
 

wearily

 
afraid
 
husband
 

conviction

 
calming
 

Dearest

 

Always

 

remember

 

inarticulately


subject

 

Feverishly

 

pursue

 
difficulty
 

understand

 

promised

 

shuddered

 

afresh

 

uncontrollably

 

prevent


follow

 

finish

 
fought
 

things

 

terrified

 

realize

 

Valpre

 

escapade

 

venture

 
Bertrand