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"There's no use coming to me. I'm not a rich woman, far from it; and I have been blessed with _Kinder_ who are helpless without me. It's as I always said to your father. 'Meshe,' I said, 'you're a _Schnorrer_ and your children'll grow up _Schnorrers_.'" Esther turned white, but the dwindling of Malka's semi-divinity had diminished the old woman's power of annoying her. "I want to earn my own living," she said, with a smile that was almost contemptuous. "Do you call that being a _Schnorrer_?" "Don't argue with me. You're just like your poor mother, peace be upon him!" cried the irate old woman. "You God's fool! You were provided for in life and you have no right to come upon the family." "But isn't it _Schnorring_ to be dependent on strangers?" inquired Esther with bitter amusement. "Don't stand there with your impudence-face!" cried Malka, her eyes blazing fire. "You know as well as I do that a _Schnorrer_ is a person you give sixpences to. When a rich family takes in a motherless girl like you and clothes her and feeds her, why it's mocking Heaven to run away and want to earn your own living. Earn your living. Pooh! What living can you earn, you with your gloves? You're all by yourself in the world now; your father can't help you any more. He did enough for you when you were little, keeping you at school when you ought to have been out selling matches. You'll starve and come to me, that's what you'll do." "I may starve, but I'll never come to you," said Esther, now really irritated by the truth in Malka's words. What living, indeed, could she earn! She turned her back haughtily on the old woman; not without a recollection of a similar scene in her childhood. History was repeating itself on a smaller scale than seemed consistent with its dignity. When she got outside she saw Milly in conversation with a young lady at the door of her little house, diagonally opposite. Milly had noticed the strange visitor to her mother, for the rival camps carried on a system of espionage from behind their respective gauze blinds, and she had come to the door to catch a better glimpse of her when she left. Esther was passing through Zachariah Square without any intention of recognizing Milly. The daughter's flaccid personality was not so attractive as the mother's; besides, a visit to her might be construed into a mean revenge on the old woman. But, as if in response to a remark of Milly's, the young lady turned her face to
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