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the fashionable novel, and modern cynicism had taught her to expect little from human nature--a dangerous lesson, for it eases responsibility, and responsibility is the Ten Commandments rolled into a compact whole, suitable for the pocket. She expected of no man--not even of Jack--that perfect faithfulness in every word and thought which is read of in books. And it is one of the theories of the day that what one does not expect one is not called upon to give. Jack, she reflected, was too much a man of the world to expect her to sit and mope alone. She was apparently incapable of seeing the difference between that pastime and sitting on the sea-wall behind a large flowering currant-tree with a man who did not pretend to hide the fact that he was in love with her. Some women are thus. "I do not know if you have learnt much," he answered. "But I have." "What have you learnt?" she asked in a low voice, half-fascinated by the danger into which she knew that she was running. "That I love you," he answered, standing squarely in front of her, and announcing the fact with a deliberate honesty which was rather startling. "I was not sure of it before, so I stayed away from you for three weeks; but now I know for certain." "Oh, you mustn't say that!" She rose hastily and turned away from him. There was in her heart a sudden feeling of regret. It was the feeling that the keenest sportsman sometimes has when some majestic monarch of the forest falls before his merciless rifle--a sudden passing desire that it might be undone. "Why not?" he asked. He was desperately in earnest, and that which made him a good sportsman--an unmatched big-game hunter, calm and self-possessed in any strait--gave him a strange deliberation now, which Millicent Chyne could not understand. "Why not?" "I do not know--because you mustn't." And in her heart she wanted him to say it again. "I am not ashamed of it," he said, "and I do not see why I should not say it to you--or to any one else, so far as that goes." "No, never!" she cried, really frightened. "To me it does not matter so much. But to no one else--no, never! Aunt Marian must not know it--nor Sir John." "I cannot see that it is any business of Sir John's. Of course, Lady Cantourne would have liked you to marry a title; but if you cared for me she would be ready to listen to reason." In which judgment of the good lady he was no doubt right--especially if reason spoke with t
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