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! You must do as the doctor says--you must make him chuck everything and go." They had reached a windless nook above the lake, and, pausing in the stress of their talk, she let herself sink on a bench beside the path. The movement encouraged him, and he seated himself at her side. "You must take him away at once," he repeated urgently. "He must be made comfortable--you must both be free from worry. And I want you to let me manage it for you--" He broke off, silenced by her rising blush, her protesting murmur. "Oh, stop, please; let me explain. I'm not talking of lending you money; I'm talking of giving you--myself. The offer may be just as unacceptable, but it's of a kind to which it's customary to accord it a hearing. I should have made it a year ago--the first day I saw you, I believe!--but that, then, it wasn't in my power to make things easier for you. But now, you know, I've had a little luck. Since I painted Mrs. Millington things have changed. I believe I can get as many orders as I choose--there are two or three people waiting now. What's the use of it all, if it doesn't bring me a little happiness? And the only happiness I know is the kind that you can give me." He paused, suddenly losing the courage to look at her, so that her pained murmur was framed for him in a glittering vision of the frozen lake. He turned with a start and met the refusal in her eyes. "No--really no?" he repeated. She shook her head silently. "I could have helped you--I could have helped you!" he sighed. She flushed distressfully, but kept her eyes on his. "It's just that--don't you see?" she reproached him. "Just that--the fact that I could be of use to you?" "The fact that, as you say, things have changed since you painted Mrs. Millington. I haven't seen the later portraits, but they tell me--" "Oh, they're just as bad!" Stanwell jeered. "You've sold your talent, and you know it: that's the dreadful part. You did it deliberately," she cried with passion. "Oh, deliberately," he interjected. "And you're not ashamed--you talk of going on." "I'm not ashamed; I talk of going on." She received this with a long shuddering sigh, and turned her eyes away from him. "Oh, why--why--why?" she lamented. It was on the tip of Stanwell's tongue to answer, "That I might say to you what I am just saying now--" but he replied instead: "A man may paint bad pictures and be a decent fellow. Look at Mungold, after al
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