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s it, dearest?" I said quietly, trying to recall her to herself. "Why do you look at me so?" "Because I cannot see you! I have lost my sight! Oh, Victor, I am DYING!" The words were a strained cry of terrified anguish, and they cleft through my brain like the stroke of an axe. With blinding suddenness I knew then what was coming. My heart seemed turned into stone. Only Reason rejected the truth. The gong stood on the table close beside us. I stretched out my arm and struck it furiously, my eyes fixed in terror on her face. The Great Change was there; the shadow already of dissolution. The door was thrust open and a servant hurried in. "A doctor!" I said to him, "quick for your life." But I saw, before any doctor could reach us, she would have gone from me. I strained my arms round her. "Speak to me, my darling, speak," I said wildly, raising the dying head higher on my breast. Both her hands were clasped hard upon her heart. A frightful agony was reflected in the bloodless face, but for the moment death retreated. "Victor! To think I am dying! I shall never paint again! Oh, don't let me go! Keep me! oh, keep me with you!" My brain seemed bursting as I heard her. The only prayer of my life broke then in a frenzy from my lips, "Great God! spare her!" "Hold me up! oh, keep me, Victor! I am dying." "Dearest, you are fainting!" There was no answer. Heavier and heavier the pressure grew on my breast, the arm slid heavily from my shoulders, the head fell slowly backwards on my arm. I looked into her eyes. They were black as I had seen them long ago in the studio. Fearfully, terribly dilated they were, and in their depths was that look as if the soul were listening to a far-off summons, calling, calling to it, to depart. "My life! Speak to me once more! One word!" Probably my voice did not reach her. For her already the silence held but that one imperious command. My brief rule of this spirit was over. It no longer heeded me. She no longer answered me. Her eyes were still fixed upon me in helpless horror, terror, and despair; but they knew me no longer. The unwilling soul had already started on its journey, and its earthly love was no more to it than its earthly form. I held her motionless, my eyes on hers, then I saw a glaze, a slow glaze fit upon them, they set in it, and it told me she was dead. Without a struggle, without a spasm, without a deeper breath to mark the severance, her soul had dri
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