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alked a short distance together. 'Has anything serious happened?' said Neigh, noticing an abstraction in his companion. 'You don't seem in your usual mood to-night.' 'O, it is only that affair between us,' said Ladywell. 'Affair? Between you and whom?' 'Her and myself, of course. It will be in every fellow's mouth now, I suppose!' 'But--not anything between yourself and Mrs. Petherwin?' 'A mere nothing. But surely you started, Neigh, when you suspected it just this moment?' 'No--you merely fancied that.' 'Did she not speak well to-night! You were in the room, I believe?' 'Yes, I just turned in for half-an-hour: it seems that everybody does, so I thought I must. But I had no idea that you were feeble that way.' 'It is very kind of you, Neigh--upon my word it is--very kind; and of course I appreciate the delicacy which--which--' 'What's kind?' 'I mean your well-intentioned plan for making me believe that nothing is known of this. But stories will of course get wind; and if our attachment has made more noise in the world than I intended it should, and causes any public interest, why--ha-ha!--it must. There is some little romance in it perhaps, and people will talk of matters of that sort between individuals of any repute--little as that is with one of the pair.' 'Of course they will--of course. You are a rising man, remember, whom some day the world will delight to honour.' 'Thank you for that, Neigh. Thank you sincerely.' 'Not at all. It is merely justice to say it, and one must he generous to deserve thanks.' 'Ha-ha!--that's very nicely put, and undeserved I am sure. And yet I need a word of that sort sometimes!' 'Genius is proverbially modest.' 'Pray don't, Neigh--I don't deserve it, indeed. Of course it is well meant in you to recognize any slight powers, but I don't deserve it. Certainly, my self-assurance was never too great. 'Tis the misfortune of all children of art that they should be so dependent upon any scraps of praise they can pick up to help them along.' 'And when that child gets so deep in love that you can only see the whites of his eyes--' 'Ah--now, Neigh--don't, I say!' 'But why did--' 'Why did I love her?' 'Yes, why did you love her?' 'Ah, if I could only turn self-vivisector, and watch the operation of my heart, I should know!' 'My dear fellow, you must be very bad indeed to talk like that. A poet himself couldn't be cleaner gone
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