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bitt tried to be intellectual and deal with General Topics. He said some thoroughly sound things about Disarmament, and broad-mindedness and liberalism; but it seemed to him that General Topics interested Tanis only when she could apply them to Pete, Carrie, or themselves. He was distressingly conscious of their silence. He tried to stir her into chattering again, but silence rose like a gray presence and hovered between them. "I, uh--" he labored. "It strikes me--it strikes me that unemployment is lessening." "Maybe Pete will get a decent job, then." Silence. Desperately he essayed, "What's the trouble, old honey? You seem kind of quiet to-night." "Am I? Oh, I'm not. But--do you really care whether I am or not?" "Care? Sure! Course I do!" "Do you really?" She swooped on him, sat on the arm of his chair. He hated the emotional drain of having to appear fond of her. He stroked her hand, smiled up at her dutifully, and sank back. "George, I wonder if you really like me at all?" "Course I do, silly." "Do you really, precious? Do you care a bit?" "Why certainly! You don't suppose I'd be here if I didn't!" "Now see here, young man, I won't have you speaking to me in that huffy way!" "I didn't mean to sound huffy. I just--" In injured and rather childish tones: "Gosh almighty, it makes me tired the way everybody says I sound huffy when I just talk natural! Do they expect me to sing it or something?" "Who do you mean by 'everybody'? How many other ladies have you been consoling?" "Look here now, I won't have this hinting!" Humbly: "I know, dear. I was only teasing. I know it didn't mean to talk huffy--it was just tired. Forgive bad Tanis. But say you love me, say it!" "I love you.... Course I do." "Yes, you do!" cynically. "Oh, darling, I don't mean to be rude but--I get so lonely. I feel so useless. Nobody needs me, nothing I can do for anybody. And you know, dear, I'm so active--I could be if there was something to do. And I am young, aren't I! I'm not an old thing! I'm not old and stupid, am I?" He had to assure her. She stroked his hair, and he had to look pleased under that touch, the more demanding in its beguiling softness. He was impatient. He wanted to flee out to a hard, sure, unemotional man-world. Through her delicate and caressing fingers she may have caught something of his shrugging distaste. She left him--he was for the moment buoyantly relieved--she dragged a foo
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