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h in love as she. It was all very well for Margaret and Monica to lay down laws for behavior, Margaret who did not know whether she loved or not, Monica who disapproved of anything more directly emotional than a Gregorian chant. Yet they had not theorized to-night, nor had they propounded one rule of behavior; it was she who was rushing to meet their postulates and observations, arming herself with weapons of offense before the attack had begun. Yet why had neither Monica nor Margaret, nor even her mother, come to say good night to her? They did not understand about love, not one of them, not one of them. "Pauline?" It was her mother's voice outside her door, who, coming in, seemed perfectly herself. "Not undressed yet? What's the matter, darling Pauline? You look quite worried, sitting there in your chair." "I'm not worried, Mother. Really, darling, I'm not worried. I thought you were cross with me." Now she was crying and being petted. "I don't know why I'm crying. Oh, I'm so foolish! Why am I crying? Are you cross with me?" "Pauline, what is the matter? Have you had a quarrel with Guy?" "Good gracious, no! What makes you ask that? We had an exquisite walk, and the sunset was wonderful, oh, so wonderful! And we picked ragged-robins--great bunches of them. Only I forgot to bring them home. How stupid of me! Monica and Margaret aren't angry with me, are they? They were so cold at dinner. Why were they? Mother, I do love you so. You do understand me, don't you? You do sympathize with love? Mother, I do love you so." When Pauline was in bed her mother fetched Margaret and Monica, who both came and kissed her good night and asked what could have given her the idea that they were angry with her. "You foolish little thing, go to sleep," said Monica. "You mustn't let your being in love with Guy spoil the Rectory," said Margaret. "Because, you know, the Rectory is so much, much better than anything else in the world." Her mother and sisters left her, going gently from the room as if she were already asleep. Pauline read for a while from Guy's green volume of Blake; then taking from under her pillow the crystal ring, she put it on her third finger and blew out the light. Was he thinking of her at this moment? He must be, and how near they brought him to her, these nights of thoughts, for then she seemed to be floating out of her window to meet him half-way upon the May air. How she loved him; a
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