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, and his face was deadly white--"_Some other man, Elly?_" She was suddenly crimson, a flaming indignation. "Isaac!" she said, "what do you _mean_? How can you _ask_ me such a thing?" "If it's that!" said Sir Isaac, his face suddenly full of malignant force, "I'll----But I'd _kill_ you...." "If it isn't that," he went on searching his mind; "why should a woman get restless? Why should she want to go away from her husband, go meeting other people, go gadding about? If a woman's satisfied, she's satisfied. She doesn't harbour fancies.... All this grumbling and unrest. Natural for your sister, but why should you? You've got everything a woman needs, husband, children, a perfectly splendid home, clothes, good jewels and plenty of them, respect! Why should you want to go out after things? It's mere spoilt-childishness. Of course you want to wander out--and if there isn't a man----" He caught her wrist suddenly. "There isn't a man?" he demanded. "Isaac!" she protested in horror. "Then there'll be one. You think I'm a fool, you think I don't know anything all these literary and society people know. I _do_ know. I know that a man and a woman have got to stick together, and if you go straying--you may think you're straying after the moon or social work or anything--but there's a strange man waiting round the corner for every woman and a strange woman for every man. Think _I_'ve had no temptations?... Oh! I _know_, I _know_. What's life or anything but that? and it's just because we've not gone on having more children, just because we listened to all those fools who said you were overdoing it, that all this fretting and grumbling began. We've got on to the wrong track, Elly, and we've got to get back to plain wholesome ways of living. See? That's what I've come down here for and what I mean to do. We've got to save ourselves. I've been too--too modern and all that. I'm going to be a husband as a husband should. I'm going to protect you from these idees--protect you from your own self.... And that's about where we stand, Elly, as I make it out." He paused with the effect of having delivered himself of long premeditated things. Lady Harman essayed to speak. But she found that directly she set herself to speak she sobbed and began weeping. She choked for a moment. Then she determined she would go on, and if she must cry, she must cry. She couldn't let a disposition to tears seal her in silence for ever. "It is
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