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These debts of yours--will you tell me, are they `debts of honour,' falsely so-called?" "Only twenty pounds. The rest is due partly to Patrick the tailor and others for goods, and partly to Tom Rookwood for money I borrowed of him." "How much to Tom Rookwood?" "Twenty pounds." "I will see what I can do with him," said Mr Marshall, thoughtfully. "If these Rookwoods are in no wise dragged into the plot, so that they have no land escheated, nor fines to pay, then I think he can afford to wait for his money--better, very like, than the tradesfolk. But, Aubrey, you must get another place. Bear with me if I ask you,--Could you bring your pride down to serve in a shop?" The young shapely head went up suddenly, as if in proud protest against this most unacceptable proposal. Then it dropped again, and the cane toyed with the plantain. "I thought my pride was down," he said in a low voice? "but I see it might be lowered yet further. Mr Marshall, I will try to humble myself even to that, if it be needful." Aubrey did not suspect that Mr Marshall had never come so near respecting him as at that moment. "Well," he said, quietly, "I will do what I can to help you. I will see Tom Rookwood; and I know a bookseller in Oxford town to whom I could speak for you if you wish it. The question for you at this moment is not, What is easy and pleasant?--but, What is right? `_Facilis descensus Averni_'--you know--`_sed revocare gradum_!' It is always hard work turning back. There is a bitter cup to be drunk; and if you would win back your lost self-respect--if you would bring help and comfort to your grandmother in her old age--if you would light up the lamp of joy where hitherto you have wrought darkness--nay, if you would win a smile from the blessed lips which said `Father, forgive them' _for you_--then, Aubrey Louvaine, be a man, and drink off that bitter draught. You will find it sweeter afterwards than all the dainties you have been searching after for so long." Aubrey sat still and silent for some time, and his companion let him alone to consider his ways. Mr Marshall was a wise man; and never gave more strokes to a nail than were needful to drive it in. At last the question came, in low, unsteady tones-- "Mr Marshall, did God send you up this road this afternoon?" "I have no doubt He did, my friend, if anything I say or do can help you to the right way. You see, I knew not of your being here, and He
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