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Then why--_why_ did He take my child away--my little, little child?--and --_thus_?" He looked at her startled. Had the terrible rumor reached her which they were striving to keep from her, that the little, royal, innocent life had been the victim of some intrigue--that the sudden, fatal illness had not been sent by Heaven? The rumor had been sifted, and no clue had been found, while yet it might not be wholly dismissed. Yet was the fear of this horror added to the mother's anguish? Nothing but action would save her from madness. Then suddenly his weakness left him, because of her need; he felt that he must hold her in her place at all costs. He rose and looked down upon her, steadying her by the magnetic strength in his face,--his eyes wild with the intensity of his belief. "Whom He loveth, He chasteneth," he said. "It is granted thee to know the depth of the meaning of those holy words. The blessed Christus, with great drops of anguish falling from His sacred brows, cried out, 'Can any sorrow be like my sorrow?' God is not angry with thee, my daughter; but so He fashioneth a soul for His great work. Life is thy cross, my child. Lift it and clasp it--Heaven's peace shall be thine." "Why not the Convent, Father?" she asked, still irresolute. "I am so weary." Then his voice took on a note of authority--she shrank before it as the tones rang out like the cry of a prophet: "It is not for thee; for thy place is here. "If suffering is sent thee, thou must bear it here. "If loneliness hath come to thee, thou shalt meet it here. "If thou art desolate, the children of thy people are thine. "If thy dream of love is broken, the love of thy people is about thee. "If thy heart and hands are empty, the duties of thy realm shall fill them. "_Thou shalt keep thy vow!_ "Thou shalt make none other; none other may be so holy for thee. "Thou hast tasted joy and found it bitter; in duty shalt thou find sweetness and strength. "And the Lord thy God, and the Madonna and the Holy Christus shall bless thee. Amen. "I have the revelation!" The crisp sentences crashed upon each other like a rushing torrent, hot with inspiration, challenging acceptance. She had risen to her feet and stood quivering before him, her eyes held to his by a strange fascination--the wild glow within his giving her sight of her dormant self and will. He raised his crucifix above her and she slowly fell on her knees; and so he lef
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