FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185  
186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   >>   >|  
in a very frenzy of eagerness I clutched the unfortunate fish and bit savagely into its writhing body! Yes, I know that the idea is inexpressibly repugnant, even revolting, yet I solemnly declare that never in my life before had I tasted anything so exquisitely delicious as that raw fish, never had I so keenly enjoyed a meal. I am glad to believe that there will be very few who can sympathise with or appreciate my enjoyment; for, reader, you must have experienced the first agonies of starvation--which are the worst--before you can do so. But, revolting or not, I am profoundly convinced that I owe my life to that meal, for my senses returned to me at once upon its completion; and although with them there also returned a full appreciation of the acuteness of my physical discomfort, I felt distinctly revived and reinvigorated. Moreover, with the full return of my senses I became aware that, after all, my painful efforts had not been nearly so ineffectual as I had imagined them to be, the land being now appreciably nearer than it had been at daylight that morning, a few of its bolder details being now visible. And now once more I was sufficiently rational to take cognisance of the flight of time. I was not at all certain of my bearings, but I felt that the sun must certainly have crossed the meridian--that the eternity of suffering through which I had passed could never have been compressed into a short half-hour or so--and if I was correct in this surmise the hour must be somewhere about three o'clock in the afternoon. Three o'clock in the afternoon! And the land still so far away that many further hours of toil and agony must be endured ere I might hope to reach it! My brain reeled again at the mere prospect of it, and in a perfect frenzy of despair I resumed my paddle, crying aloud mad, incoherent prayers to God that He would either send me help in my extremity, or mercifully put an immediate end to my sufferings. Then another thought came to torment me: in something like three hours the sun would set, darkness would encompass me about, and if the sky should become obscured with clouds and the stars be hidden, how should I continue to find my way? At that idea I looked about me--my mind had been too confused, and too busily occupied with other matters to take intelligent note of the weather during the last few hours--and I was somewhat relieved to observe that the sky was now clear, save for a few scattered
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185  
186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

senses

 

afternoon

 
frenzy
 
returned
 

revolting

 
perfect
 

paddle

 
incoherent
 

prayers

 

resumed


crying
 

despair

 

surmise

 

endured

 

reeled

 

prospect

 

confused

 

busily

 

occupied

 

looked


continue
 

matters

 
intelligent
 

observe

 

scattered

 
relieved
 

weather

 

hidden

 

sufferings

 

mercifully


extremity

 

thought

 

encompass

 

obscured

 

clouds

 
darkness
 

correct

 

torment

 

bolder

 

enjoyment


reader

 

experienced

 

sympathise

 

agonies

 

starvation

 
convinced
 
completion
 

profoundly

 
enjoyed
 

keenly