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es, from a thousand homes, come to him in blessing and in joy! No more music, no more sunshine, no more fragrance; no more certainty, either, that others were now enjoying what he had parted with for ever! Not only might he never hear what had ensued upon the "truce till August," but he must carefully conceal his anxiety to hear--his belief that there were such tidings to be told. In the presence of Mars Plaisir, he could scarcely even think of that which lay heaviest at his heart--of what Henri had done, in consequence of his abduction--of his poor oppressed blacks-- whether they had sunk under the blow for the time, and so delayed the arrival of that freedom which they must at length achieve; or whether they had risen, like a multitudinous family of bereaved children, to work out the designs of the father who had been snatched from them. Of all this there could be no speech (scarcely a speculation in his secret soul) in the presence of one who must, if he heard, almost necessarily become a traitor. And then his family! From them he had vanished; and he must live as if they had vanished from his very memory. They were, doubtless, all eye, all ear: for ever watching to know what had become of him. For their personal safety, now that he was helpless, he trusted there was little cause for fear; but what peace of mind could they enjoy, while in ignorance of his fate? He fancied them imploring of their guardians tidings of him, in vain; questioning the four winds for whispers of his retreat; pacing every cemetery for a grave that might be his; gazing up at the loopholes of every prison, with a fear that he might be there; keeping awake at midnight, for the chance of a visit from his injured spirit; or seeking sleep, in the dim hope that he might be revealed to them in a dream. And all this must be but a dim dream to him, except in such an hour as this--a chance hour when no eye was upon him! The reconciling process was slow--but it was no less sure than usual. "Be it so!" was, as usual, his conclusion--"Be it so! for as long as Heaven pleases--though that cannot be long. The one consolation of being buried alive, soul or body--or both, as in this case--is, that release is sure and near. This poor fellow's spirit will die within him, and his body will then be let out--the consummation most necessary for him. And my body, already failing, will soon die, and my work be done. To die, and to die thus, is part of
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