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azing into the fire, lost in reverie. It was not a very happy or peaceful reverie, to judge from the many changes on her expressive face. The words, "Shall I, or shall I not?" came often to her lips. Many things seemed to tear her judgment in divers ways; most of all the look in her little son's eyes when he asked that eager, impatient question, "mother, why aren't we rich?" but other and older voices than little Harold's said to her, and they spoke pleadingly enough, "Leave this thing alone; God knows what is best for you. As you have gone on all these years, so continue, not troubling about what you cannot understand, but trusting to him." "I cannot; I am so tired sometimes," sighed the poor young wife. She was still undetermined when her husband returned. There was a great contrast in their faces--a greater almost in their voices, in the tone of her dispirited, "Well, Angus," and his almost triumphant answer,---- "Well, Lottie, that hard fight has ended bravely. Thank God!" "Ah! then the poor soul has gone," said the wife, moving her husband's chair into the warmest corner. "She has truly gone; I saw her breathe her last. But there is no need to apply the word 'poor' to her; she has done with all that. You know what a weakly, troubled creature she always was, how temptation and doubt seemed to wrap her round like a mist, and prevent her seeing any of the shining of the blue sky. Well, it all passed away at the last, and there was nothing but a steadfast looking into the very face of her Lord. He came for her, and she just stretched out her arms and went to Him. Thank God for being privileged to witness such a death; it makes life far more easy." A little weariness had crept perceptibly into the brave voice of the minister as he said these last words. His wife laid her hand sympathizingly on his. They sat silent for a few moments, then he spoke on a different subject,---- "How is baby to-night, Lottie?" "Better, I think; his tooth is through at last. He will have rest now for a bit, poor little darling." "We must be careful to keep him from catching another cold. And how is Anne getting on?" "As well as we can expect from such an ignorant little mite. And oh! Angus, the nursery is such a cold, draughty room, and I do--I do wish we were rich." The last words were tumbled out with a great irrepressible burst of tears. "Why, my Lottie, what has come to you?" said her husband, touched and alarm
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