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had approached within a few feet of him, she saw that he was Trennahan. For the moment she thought it was the soul of the man, so ghostly he looked in that dim light, in that large silence. His first remark was reassuring: "I rang twice; but as no one came, and the door was open, I walked in,--as you see." "We have so few servants now. Won't you come and sit down?" He followed her down to the reception-room. She jerked aside the curtains, careless of the bad house-keeping the light would reveal. It streamed in upon him. He was deeply tanned and indescribably improved. They sat down opposite each other. Magdalena, recalling her tears, placed her chair against the light. "When did you get back?" she asked. "The ship docked an hour ago." "You look very well. Have you been enjoying yourself?" "I have been occupied, and useful--I hope. At least, I have collected some data and made some observations which may be new to the world of Science. I found the old love very absorbing. And, you will hardly credit it, I have lived quite an impersonal life." "Have you come back to California again because you think it a good place to die in?" "I came back to California, because it is a good place to write my book in, and because you are here." "Ah!" "Don't misunderstand me. I am not so conceited as to imagine that I can have you for the asking. But--listen to me: I had a brief but very genuine madness. When I recovered I knew what I had th--lost. I argued--even during my convalescence--that I had been wholly right in believing that you were the one woman for me to marry, and, that fact established, you must believe it no less than I. But for a long time I was ashamed to come back, or to write. Later, I went where it was impossible. Moreover, in solitude a man comes into very close knowledge of himself. After a few months of it I knew that I should never be contented with mere existence again. I determined to take advantage of what might be the last chance granted me to make anything of my life; I had thrown away a good many chances. I also argued that if you loved me, you would wait for me; that you were not the sort to marry for any reason but one. At least, perhaps you will give me another trial." "I shall marry you, I suppose; I have wanted to so long, and I never had any pride where you were concerned. A few months ago I should have flown into your arms; and I had felt sure that you would return. But late
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