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if she will ever be fast." "Fast!" echoed Magdalena, a street of painted women flashing into memory; she knew of no degrees. "Helena! How can you think of such a thing in connection with her!" Ila laughed softly. "You baby!" she said. Tiny frowned. "You know, Ila," she said coldly, "that I do not like to talk of such things." "Well, you need not," said Ila, coolly. Tiny lifted her brows. "I think you know you cannot talk to me of what I do not wish to hear," she said with great dignity. Magdalena turned to her, the warm light of approval in her eyes; and Ila, unabashed, rose and said, "I think I'll go over and talk scandal for awhile," and joined the older women, whose numbers had been reinforced. Magdalena longed to ask Tiny if she really had improved, but was too shy. Tiny said almost directly,-- "You look _so_ intellectual, 'Lena. Are you? I feel quite afraid." "Oh, no, no!" replied Magdalena, hastily, "I really know very little; I wish I knew more." She hesitated a moment; it was difficult for her to expand even to the playmate of her childhood, but an alluring prospect had suddenly opened. "Of course you will have a great deal of leisure this summer," she added. "Shall we read together?" Tiny rose with a sweet but rather forced smile. "I am not going to let you see how ignorant I am," she said. "But I feel very rude: I should go over and talk to Mrs. Yorba." When they had gone, Magdalena sat for a time staring straight before her, unheeding her mother's comments. The snub had been prettily administered, but it had cut deep into her sensitiveness. She realised that she was quite unlike these other girls of her own age, had never been like them; it was not Europe that had made the difference. "I would not care," she thought, "if they would keep away from me altogether. I have what I care much more for. But I must see them nearly every day and try to interest them. And I know they will find me as dull as when I gave those dreadful luncheons." She was recalled by a direct observation of her mother's. "Your washed cross-barred muslin looked very plain beside their French things, but I do not think it worth while to get you any new clothes at present. But do not let it worry you. Remember that what _we_ do seems right to every one. We can afford to dress exactly as we choose." "It does not worry me," replied Magdalena. XIV Whether or not to tell her parents of her determination
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