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Marie at once. Donaldson left them together. A little while later he was allowed to come up again. "I feel like an unfaithful knight," he said, as he entered. "I deserve to be dismissed without a word." "Because you slept? It was not your fault. I fear I have left you little time for rest." "Why did n't you tell them to break down the doors--to _get_ me!" Her face clouded for a moment. She saw how chagrined he still felt. "Don't blame yourself," she pleaded. "It's all over anyway and you 've done everything possible. You 've been very thoughtful." "I was a fool to leave you here. I should have stayed." "That was impossible." Donaldson marveled that she could pass off the whole episode so generously. He refrained from questioning her further as to what had happened. It was unnecessary, for he knew well enough. "Let us choose a pleasanter subject," she said. "Tell me how you became a great hero." "A sorry hero," he answered, not understanding what she meant. "No. No. It was fine! It was fine!" He was bewildered. "You don't mean to say you have n't seen the papers--but then, of course, you have n't, if you were asleep all day Sunday. Please bring me that pile in the corner." He handed them to her and she unfolded the first page of the uppermost paper. He found himself confronting a picture of himself as he had stood, the centre of an admiring crowd, in front of the big machine which had so nearly killed Bobby. He shared the first page with the latest guesses concerning the Riverside robberies. "Well," he stammered, "I 'd forgotten all about that!" "Forgotten such an act! You don't half realize what a hero you are. Listen to the headlines, 'Heroic Rescue,' 'Young Lawyer Gives Remarkable Exhibition of Nerve,' 'The Name of Lawyer Donaldson Mentioned for Carnegie Medal,' 'Bravest Deed of the Year,' 'Faced Death Unflinchingly.'" And the pitiful feature of it was that he must sit and listen to this undeserved praise from her lips. That, knowing deep in his heart his own unworthiness, he must face her and see her respond to those things as though he really had been worthy. He, who had done the act under oath, was receiving the reward of a man who would have done it with no false stimulus. He, who had been unconsciously braced to it by the fact that he had so little to lose, was receiving the praise due only a man who risks all the happiness of a long life. He had f
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