FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72  
73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   >>   >|  
apparition, stealing around this dwelling often in the dark and rain, content with the ray of light your window threw upon the deserted street. Now I see that I was a weak dunce, whose passion nature lent no nerve of hers to convey even to your notice. Better for me that I had hugged the debasing reality of my gold, and lost my eyes to everything but its comfort!" He looked towards the door. Vesta sat down in the fairy rocker, and detained him. "You have told me the feeling you think you had, Mr. Milburn. Poor as we Custises are now, it will not do to be proud. How did you ever think that feeling could be returned by me? My youth, my connections, everything, would forbid me, without haughtiness, to see a suitor in you. Then, you took no means to turn my attention towards you. You could have been neighborly, had you desired. You did not even wear the commonest emblems of a lover--" She paused. Milburn said to himself: "Ah! that accursed Hat." The interruption ruffled his temper: "I have had reasons, also proud, Miss Custis, to be consistent with my perpetual self here. I will put the substantial merits of my case to you, since I see that I am not likely to make myself otherwise attractive. This house is already mine. The law will, in a few weeks, put me in possession of your father's entire property. I shall change outward circumstances with him in Princess Anne. He is too old to adopt my sacrifices, and recover his situation; he may find some shifting refuge with his sons and daughters, but, even if his spirit could brook that dependence, it would be very unnecessary, when, by marrying his creditor, you can retain everything he now has to make his family respectable. I offer you his estate as your marriage portion!" He took up from the table the notes her father had negotiated, and laid them in her lap. Vesta sat rocking slowly, and deeply agitated. She had in her mouth the comfort and honor of her parents, which she could confer in a single word. It was a responsibility so mighty that it made her tremble. "Oh! what shall I say?" she thought. "It will be a sin to say 'Yes.' To say 'No' would be a crime." "You shall retain every feature of your home--your servants, your mother, and her undiminished portion; your liberty in the fullest sense. I will contribute to send your father to the legislature or to congress, to sustain his pride, and keep him well occupied. The Furnace he may appear to have so
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72  
73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
father
 

Milburn

 

feeling

 

comfort

 

retain

 

portion

 
marriage
 

estate

 

marrying

 

creditor


family

 

respectable

 

daughters

 

Princess

 
circumstances
 

outward

 

change

 

possession

 

entire

 

property


sacrifices
 

recover

 

spirit

 
dependence
 
situation
 

shifting

 

refuge

 

unnecessary

 

mother

 

servants


undiminished

 

liberty

 

fullest

 

feature

 

contribute

 

occupied

 

Furnace

 
sustain
 

legislature

 

congress


slowly

 

rocking

 
deeply
 
agitated
 

negotiated

 

parents

 
tremble
 

thought

 
mighty
 

responsibility