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to come from it. Pauline was quite strong to go through the ordeal. She was tender, too, and natural--indeed her own self throughout. After speaking of many things relating to former days, omitting nothing that she thought Roderick would like to have recalled, she came at length to the object of the interview. "Do you know, Roddy, why I called for you?" He replied that he had heard of her contemplated departure and that, while he deeply regretted the cause, he could only rejoice at any step undertaken for the recovery of a health which was dearer to him than his own. Pauline's heart failed her as she heard those words. They pierced like a dagger. Her head became dizzy and she had to fall back in her chair for relief. When she recovered, she held out her hand, murmuring: "Yes, Roddy, I have called upon you to say farewell. I am going and we shall never see each other again." "Pauline!" "I am going away to die. I should have liked to close my eyes in the old house, but for my father's sake, I am willing to depart and make a show for my life. It is useless, however. I shall die." "Dear Pauline, do not speak so. Your case is by no means hopeless. A change of air and scene will revive you. We shall both see better days again." "You may, Roddy, and that shall be my dying prayer, but not I. Alas! not I." Still holding her white thin hand in both his, Hardinge threw himself at her feet, weeping and beseeching that she would recall these words of doom. Pauline sat upright in her seat and, in a strangely quavering voice, exclaimed: "Rise, Roderick Hardinge. Do not kneel to me. It is I should be prostrate before you. I called you to say farewell, but there is more. I could not leave without asking your forgiveness." "My forgiveness, Pauline? What wildness is this?" "Yes, your forgiveness. I have been false to you." And here the poor girl utterly broke down. She averted her face in her chair and burst into a paroxysm of tears. Roderick rose from the floor. He was in a whirl. Had he heard aright, or was he raving? He was at length brought to his senses by a soft voice requesting him to be seated and hear all. "I could not help it, Roddy. It was all unconsciously. Had I known what I know now, it would not have happened. It was not I brought the circumstances about. It was all meant for the best by you and me. But the fatality came. It was a terrible revelation to me. That is the blow that has b
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