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bles to which he had alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the bottom of them. Sad at heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her. On coming into Miss Aldclyffe's presence Cytherea told her of the incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea's slight departure from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe looked delighted. The usual cross-examination followed. 'And so you were with him all that time?' said the lady, with assumed severity. 'Yes, I was.' 'I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.' 'I didn't call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.' 'What remarks did he make, do you say?' 'That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.' 'A very important remark, that. Did he--' she turned her glance full upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said-- 'Did he say anything about _me_?' 'Nothing,' said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, 'except that I was to give you the subscription.' 'You are quite sure?' 'Quite.' 'I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?' 'Only one thing--that he was troubled,' 'Troubled!' After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was mistaken, nothing more was said. When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and only dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his engagement to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honour bade him marry his early love--a woman far better than her unworthy self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and begged him to remember that he was not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at Budmouth, and above all in stealing the kiss from her lips on the last evening of the water excursions. 'I never, never can forget it!' she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her duty, ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and commands were of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever approach her more. Y
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